I didn’t post much yesterday mainly because i’ve been a big ball of angry for the past few days due to work.
So I have these colleagues who are kinda mean (and when i say kinda i mean a lot of mean), i’m an easy target but i’m good at absorbing insults like a sponge and just draining them later so i don’t let things get to me much. These two guys have pushed me so far, they’ve even started that the best insults have some truth to them so when they call me ugly or unattractive they actually believe it. Which okay is fine.
I made a post a few days back which was due to the works christmas meal. Both of these guys know and often point out my lack of social ability, how if i’m around more than one person I go quieter and more uncomfortable. This obviously happened at the meal where i was sat between my sister and one of the guys - i had dressed up and when i entered i saw them look at me and then laugh to each other - so i was already out of my comfort zone. pointing out my insecurities, worries and problems isn’t going to help and i hate you both.
are we not going to talk about this face or…
LowSodiumSalt ; ;
and we’ll never be royals.
It don’t run in our blood,
that kind of luxe just aint for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz.